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I hope you know that we are all here for you. Right now's not the right time. To be honest, I wonder if you'll ever grief the way I've seen anyone did. Seven years is a long time, but you know she's right when she said "you don't love her enough". It doesn't matter now, just put the past behind you, concentrate on the present and the future will naturally come.
I'm still torn between wanting to help you and being alone.

These two months have flown by. Mixed feelings as I approach my last semester and it almost feels like I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I still don't know what I want, that's almost as terrifying as not knowing what I don't want either. It's hard being confused and stressed when it's so natural just living life by passing each day. And then again, it's nice to have small milestones to focus on for the past twenty-two years.
Urgent but unimportant things.
I'll never forget your words, but at least I'm old enough to interpret them in my own way, and to see for myself how you have neglect those non-urgent yet super important things.

I can't wait for the new change, just 6 more days. At least, it's something else to look forward to. Maybe the nicest holiday I've ever had. No homework, no deadlines, no commitments and just doing whatever my heart feels like.

Two more months.

There's slowly a bridge forming and I want to tell you that it's not because of him. You're right when you say you hate it when you find out your friends lie to you. But she's right when she said I choose my friends wisely. It's hard to stay angry at you but it doesn't change the fact that I no longer enjoy spending time with you. And today is the last day of classes.